I have been serving in my church’s youth group for just a few months now, and it has been such an indescribably rewarding experience. I have never served before with the desire to become not just a better leader but a better follower of Jesus. And even though life doesn’t seem to be going my way in a worldly sense, I have never felt so content and surrendered to God. It feels strange, but for the first time in my life I think I really understand what it means to be a “living sacrifice.”
When I first felt the call to serve young people, I was around twenty-three. I felt like I could do anything at that time and had romanticized dreams of serving in missions overseas and then moving to New York to become an editor or a writer. I was passionate about serving God, but from the beginning it was about my terms. I was prepared to serve wherever He called me, but I looked forward to “doing my time” and then living in another place doing something of worldly significance with my life. I would give him this much of my time and effort, but the rest of it was for me to control and decide.
Yet, five years later, here I am back at home with a completely different perspective. Continue reading “Being Refined for Service”